The sixteenth letter from Cassiopeia, to International Fans by. 안은영
Hello. I am one of the many Cassiopeias living in Korea.
I really hope that you read my e-mail. Although the content may be similar to that of other fans,
I hope you read it thoroughly. When I talk about TVXQ,
I have so many thoughts to voice that my words become jumbled. So please understand.
I always think that... really... everything is just so amazing.
How did our precious Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Yunho, Changmin.. how did those five meet.
It's like a miracle. Usually, there's only a slim chance that you'll meet even one person who fits you so well,
and yet all five of the met.. And how did they all become singers who I could see anywhere..
Because I love TVXQ so much, even if they had not become singers
I think I would have met them anyway eventually. Of course.. I cannot get to know them on a personal level,
but I was able to know of their presence quicker because they became singers.
I.. love TVXQ so much that I don't care that they don't know about my presence. It's said but, if I know that they are alive and that they are together as one..
I will love them and support them no matter what they do.
And to think that we're from the same country; it truly is a gift from God.
No.. it's more than that. I get chills sometimes. How on earth was I born in the same country as these guys?
Being born in the same small piece of land under the same nationality, in the same time period... I am always grateful of this.
It makes me tear up. For letting me get to know these people... For letting me love.. and be proud of these people..
I am always thankful to God.
When I think about things like that, do you know what my next thought is?
Ah... How hard must it be for the international fans. When TVXQ is overseas for a long time,
I can't handle the loneliness but I pull through with the belief that they will return because they live in Korea. Eventually... Eventually they will stay in Korea. Because their homeland is Korea...
But that's not the case for you guys. Although TVXQ has more overseas activities,
you never know until when they'll keep coming to you... I sometimes feel bad for the international fans.
When I see TVXQ speaking in Korean sometimes on foreign programs,
I feel a sense of camaraderie because they are Korean, and because they are speaking the same language as I am.
We all like TVXQ, but I think that the love the international fans have is a little sad.
And then my next thought was this. International fans probably have it hard. Probably harder than Cassiopeia have it...
Harder than Cassiopeia who are lonely because TVXQ isn't in their motherland, harder than Cassiopeia who hold the belief that TVXQ will one day return..
I think that international fans have it harder because... you live with a fear and sadness that TVXQ will one day leave and never return overseas.
So I always hope that we stay strong throughout this ordeal.Because if you're a fan of TVXQ, you're a part of my family
You are people I've lived side by side with for six years.
Believe in us like TVXQ loves Cassiopeia no matter where TVXQ or Cassiopeia is.
All that differentiates you from us is nationality,
we all keep the same TVXQ tucked in our hearts
and we all love the same TVXQ,
we all are receiving a big love from TVXQ, so stay strong.
And Cassiopeia will work hard so that the problem in Korea is solved in favor of our oppas.
Of course we will need the help and support of international fans, but the influence of the Korean fanclub Cassiopeia will be greater in Korea.
Let's support TVXQ wherever we are. Let's always love TVXQ together..
If I were to talk about and praise TVXQ, it would take too long..
so I've written down all I wanted to say to you, the international fans.
Stay right where you are. Keep being a loving and grateful presence to TVXQ.